It's okay to be real

My last blog post got a lot of attention. Not necessarily the attention I wanted. I'm okay. I am making my life happy. I am struggling daily with being who I want to be, but I haven't given up yet. I'm still here and I'm still striving.  Today in relief society we are talking about being grateful in trials and a sister just said it's okay for us to be real. At the beginning of the attention I was considering deleting my last post but I won't because it was real. I struggle. I strive to be what I want to be and sometimes I fail. And that's real. I wake up everyday and I work on it. And I'm happy. And Heavenly Father knows me and loves me and will continue to bless me and that's real and therefore I'm okay.