Today I feel rather blah!! I just came off an insanely ridiculous work week (hours wise) and I feel like I've been hit by a truck!! Also it's that great month where New Year's Resolutions are imagined and then quickly thrust away so as to not discourage one further! I set out at the beginning of the month with all these great ideas of how I was going to adapt to being better and it's biting me in the butt!! I don't know why I have such issues! I'm sure it's the tired talking, but I make all these plans for myself and end up just being too tired to do it. My house is suffering (though I can't figure out who is messing it up), my Christmas tree is still up in the corner, my study schedule is already in catch up mode, and I get really excited when I come to a Sunday that I don't have to teach. Isn't that just sad?? (Holly, if you're reading this, I'm just cranky not requesting a release!!!) I need to find something to be happy about!! I get a vacation in four weeks. Maybe I should make a paper chain and rip one off each day until the blessed day of vacation!! Maybe I should stop whining and go do something about the dishes in the sink. Maybe I should just devote my sabbath day to catching up on that study schedule and then be proactive in not having to catch up!! Maybe I should remember my blessings and stop feeling sorry for myself. Maybe my Sunday is going to involve a long nap!! Whatever I need, it's important that I acknowledge that deep down, I really am happy. I don't mind my job and I feel good about the fact that labor came down in just one day. I'm okay! I appreciate that I have this place to vent and whine, and really no one can do anything about it... except choose not to read, and I'm okay with that too!!! Maybe my next post can be about something funny!! I'll look for something!!
3 comments:
Vent girl, vent. Let it out. You can do that here. Just know I love you and miss you guys up there!
I think you should take that long nap. Everything is better after a nap, I've learned. I know what you mean though--our Sunday was not to great either. Gone were my plans to catch up on the laundry folding while relaxing with my babies...oh well. Tomorrow is a new day, with no mistakes in it yet, as Anne of Green Gables says.
Keep your chin up, girl! Go for that paper chain and the vacation will be here before you know it! :)
I bet this wouldn't of happened if I wouldn't have moved! I'm sorry your down! I wish I was close to cheer you up! Just know your loved!
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